I don’t believe in fairy tales, especially in a happy ending theme of a story because I can’t consider my life as a fairy tale that will end in a happy ending. Pessimistic, isn’t it? But in my own story there were a lot of characters.
I came from a broken home in a family that was always been a mess. There was still hatred but I always cope up and tried to see the things beautifully. I am a realistic one. I’ve been through a lot of ups and downs in life and it made me stronger. Treasure happy times and treat those bad times as a lesson to remember.
Also, I don’t believe in a “knight in shining armor” because I am the only one responsible to myself. That’s my principle and perception in life. I am an unpredictable person, madcap, and complicated to understand. I have a lot of weird perceptions but I know that it is the reality. I always show to other people my smile but the truth is I am a crying lady. I sometimes cry even in little thingd though I stand out for what I know is right.
Philosophically, one of my strengths is my true friends, those people that if ever, I considered as fairy and my greatest achievement because finding true friends is the hardest thing to have in this world. But, for me, my strengths or talents are having these creative hands that are good in art. I am a good writer, I can draw and also play the piano. My weakness is those people that I valued the most, they are my kryptonite. I can still remember when my grand father died, I felt that the world stopped and my life was no reason at all. That’s when I started to take things negatively but still in reality. One of my weaknesses is my confidence. I admit it, I am not confident at all though I act and talk to my friends like a secured person.
Whenever my friends or board of trustees have time to meet me, I always ask them of what they think of me and if I have changed in the time they had known me. My friends are the most important characters in my life, mostly, to happy ending every primary character dreamed of. They always view my image as a stubborn one, sensitive, complicated, kind, childish, and most of all crazy.
I don’t believe in fairy tales and I’m not searching for a prince to have a happy ending because I don’t want to be a princess but instead a witch. All I want or my goal is to be successful in my career and fulfill those dreams of my grandfather that he did not.